what have i done lately? i've hung out with mary, which is always really nice. especially because i think we're always on the brink of not talking to each other ever again. but i'm glad she is willing to spend time with me.

i saw the ring last night with mara and her friend from out of town, josh. i borrowed it from raj, walked over to jts, and we started it around 2am. we finished around 4am. there was no way i was walking back home alone after that, so i asked mara if we could have a sleepover party. she was nice enough to say yes. and there was no slutting going on, so don't ask (i mean, her friend was staying overnight. not that that's the reason for it, but you know).

so scary. so scary. i do not understand how raj can keep the dvd in his room. without burning it. repeatedly. originally, mary had suggested seeing it together (while it was out in theaters). but she quickly changed her mind and i haven't been able to convince her otherwise since. i'd been saving seeing it for her, but i finally gave up. in a way, that's good, because having seen it, there is no possible way that i could subject her to seeing it. she would cry and cry and cry. and never sleep again. poor mary...

i've been listening to this song, "feelin' the same way," by norah jones (big wuss, i know). i think it's almost exactly how i feel. even though so much has changed for me over the summer. i kind of need to start a private journal, because a lot of stuff is too weird and too personal to share in any form, there's no one i would want to tell this all to, and no way i'd blog it. maybe i'll just think about writing a journal and that will be enough.

i wrote "no way" 3 times in this post. i'm trying to think of another phrase that does the same job, but i can't. sorry.