bullshit

long weekend. we won the whole tournament at delaware. unfortunately, coach decided at some point that i should have no part in it. it's mildly upsetting. i know i'm not amazing, like krishna, bill, dave, or john (damn, that's a long list of amazing people). but i'm definitely solid. it wouldn't bother me so much if he didn't overestimate some people. stu's really not very good. neither is conner, i think. but i didn't log on to bitch about frisbee or say mean things about people. it just sucks that my weekend is shot when i have so much work, all so i could sit on the sideline and get sick (i'm pretty sure i came down with a cold from not playing all day). i would have been better off staying home or playing with the B team. ok, enough.

i was going to look through blogs earlier, and then i realized that i wasn't much interested in reading some of them. i don't know why. one thing is seeing mary mentioned anywhere, especially in conjunction with marisa, bothers the hell out of me. good lord, that just sucks the fun right out of everything. it's impressive, really. these blogs are getting out of control.

what else. news. not much. i have plane tickets for japan and HK. sadly, i didn't realize this before, but the trip to japan takes pretty much 2 whole days. a ~22 hour flight and a 12 hour time difference means leaving at 6am in the morning on 1/6 won't get me to japan til late night on 1/7. that blows! and my flight to HK leaves in the evening, but the airport is really far away, so that day in japan only counts for maybe half. so instead of the week i had hoped for initially, i'm only spending 4.5 days with makiko. stupid flights were booked up on the 4th and 5th. i'm on the waiting list for those days, so hopefully i'll get a spot.

there are all these people i'm currently not talking to. not all voluntarily. but it's pretty sad. i don't see how to fix any of these, or maybe i just don't see the point. so it goes.