lipstick sadness

i am overflowing with sorrow. the beautiful lipstick plant that i tend to lost the only two buds that had blossomed while i was away this weekend. it has a lot of buds still, which gives me hope for the future, but exactly the two buds that had blossomed fell off, and no others. and one of them had just opened up too. sad. i've been keeping it down in the kitchen, but i think i'll move it to my room.

catherine, i've let you down. i'm sorry. i understand if you don't want to be friends with me anymore.