i'm so god awful lonely

so jillian and leon have been treating me so nicely. it's embarassing. almost as if i was a helpless babe. i don't really mind, but i do feel guilty for the imposition. but most of it doesn't make sense to refuse. or that's what i tell myself.

last night i had a sandwich from potbelly something's. it was really good. the 3 nights previous, i had dinner cooked by leon jillian and jillian. they were all stupendously scrumptious, delightfully delectable, and so on. salmon with rice pilaf and spinach, spicy cajun pasta with spicy cajun shrimp, and broiled ribeye steak with rice and some scallion-like plant. when we went to see spiderman 2 last night, leon went first in line and bought my ticket. maybe i could've forced him to accept money, but it's difficult to do that to an asian picking up the check (or the ticket, in this case).

i ended up not going to dc yesterday morning because i woke up with a sore throat. really sore, so i stayed home and drank a ton of water and (jillian's) OJ. i feel better now. i'm mentioning this because i felt vaguely guilty about not using the map that leon drew for me to get to the metro station as well as the metro ticket he gave me because he doesn't need it anymore.

they left early this morning (7 am) for LA for the weekend, to attend a wedding. i discovered today that jillian had bought a bunch of deli meat and cheese, presumably just for me. so nice. and there's the 24 pack of corndogs she bought for me from costco. and she bought blue moon and guinness, and already had some newcastle in the fridge, that i can help myself to.

i had separate posts in mind concerning the dinner i managed to make for myself, my feeling sick and not going to dc, how nice jillian and leon have been, ffx2, and buffy the vampire slayer, but i'll just lump them all together since it's already started.

i made a sandwich today for lunch. for dinner, i made a 3 egg omelette with tomatoes onions and swiss cheese. with newcastle to drink. how pathetic is that?

jillian owns the first 4 seasons of buffy on dvd. i'm going to take advantage, because sarah michelle gellar never looked hotter than the very first episode. that outfit, the soft brown hair that curls at the bottom, and all those quizzical facial expressions.

i popped in disc 1 of season 1. i paused it in the middle so i could write down some of what i'm thinking.

i respect joss whedon much much. the dialogue really is spot on. how long ago was this first season? it's so smooth. i also like how the characters put their feet in their respective mouths so often (which is not mutually exclusive with smoothity), and babble on in a train of thought embarassing manner that one would never see on any sitcom. it bothers me how no one ever stumbles over a sentence in tv.

god, sarah michelle gellar is hot. especially in the series premiere. even with her funky nose.

god, cordelia is even hotter. charisma carpenter, that is. is that part of a d&d dork's fantasy to have a girl whose first name is a prime attribute?

i'm just going to mention that jillian bought ffx2 last friday, since i brought my playstation. today is this friday. i have, i think, 34 hours on it. i've put in almost a full-time week of work on that sucker. and i don't care who thinks i'm weird, them ladies is hot. they're rendered, they're polygonal, so what? they're hot.