at school

these are notes i've jotted down in notepad on my laptop while at school. at some point they were intended to be seeds for larger posts and then i don't know what happened.

v for vendetta - excellent

a history of violence - joey

going to new york. i don't really understand what happened when natalie tried to lay into me. what did she say? the total failure of my love life? i must have hit a nerve when i remarked on the soul stealing and the destroying of austin's identity as her ultimate goal, the achievement of which being marriage. i suppose i could be offended if i was so inclined, but i don't think it's worth it to muster the necessary indignation, or whatever it would be. also, austin seemed remorseful enough on her behalf. still, i think i was telling the truth when i said, if i wanted a girlfriend that badly, i'd get one. that could be some excuse, never trying so i don't fail, but i'm pretty sure it's not.

i'm absolutely fine with my statistics class and my ap statistics class. but my hatred for my geometry support class only grows. it doesn't wax and wane. there is only waxing. there used to be a time when i could distance myself from it and not care how fucking stupid they are, but lately every single facet or component or form of their massive ignorance only makes me hate them more. part of the problem is that their comeuppance is too long in the upcoming. i think that if i could hand them their fat F's right now ( as opposed to when they get their report cards in May) i'd feel a lot better.

i'm extremely happy with dell right now. in my senior year of college, i ordered a fragbox so i could play elder scrolls 3: morrowind. it was a solid buy and good value, but goddamn the fan was loud. i couldn't sleep with that thing on in the same room. march 21st i went to gamestop on the way home from school and picked up elder scrolls 4: oblivion, only to find that my video card did not support it.

steiner went and bought a new computer from costco immediately. it was a gateway, though, so i went home and checked on dell. the day i checked, i got $400 off, free 3-5 day shipping ($99 normally), and i bought a $35 off dell home coupon from ebay for $2 (i actually got 4 coupons but i don't think i'm going to use the other 3. they expire tomororow, if anyone wants one i have 3 codes left), so my system was a sweet deal. i ordered mine wednesday night and it shipped friday morning. and i got it yesterday (monday) at 5pm. dell rules.

i love how quiet it is. it's the little things that don't seem like a big deal but are always around that mean so much in the end. like having a plant in my room. making jasmine tea from tenren with the little infuser ball using the hot water kettle i ordered from amazon. having my tv on a lazy susan so i can turn it to face my computer desk or my bed. once i set up the blinds in my window so i don't wake up due to sunlight stabbing through my eyelids, and put a floor lamp in so i can read in bed without the ceiling light blazing in my eyes, i will be one with all.