it's 2:39 in the am. this is about the time where i realize i can't sleep, and stay up late thinking. i don't like thinking. it's more trouble than it's worth. and i never dwell on good things. so, i'm going to read the cat who walks through walls until i can fall asleep. i really need to find a good video game, or fantasy series again. eternal darkness is all right, as is final fantasy tactics, but neither one has that, can't eat, can't sleep, can't think about anything else but reading/playing feel to it. i miss that. oh, to be young again.