i need to keep a real journal. and i need to really keep it. none of this blogging once a month crap.
you've got to hide your love away
"love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. if you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give it to no one, not even an animal. wrap it carefully round hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your own selfishness. but in that casket--safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. it will not be broken. it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. to love is to be vulnerable" - c.s. lewis
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
if my hair was golden and spikey i'd be pretty damn close to super saiyan 3. or a super saiyan that has surpassed a saiyan who has ascended past a super saiyan.
Monday, January 05, 2004
my flight's at 11:30 am, it's 4 am now, no one is awake for me to talk to, and i have not packed.
i've done pretty much all of my law apps except the personal statement. and emailing my profs to remind them to write the damn recs, and filling out the preprofessional office forms. so i'm still 0/3 on apps, recs, and dean's certification. i really don't belong in law school.
i am showered though. and i'm up to date on everyone's blog. i'm thinking i'll unpassword this and make it undo the protections on it now. or maybe not.
Friday, January 02, 2004
i would think that being the guy who debunked rumors as a job would be pretty cool. except that i saw a show on mtv in which alyson hannigan did just that. mtv != cool. nevermind how uncool using != is. and defunct is a cool word also, plus it rhymes with debunked.
i went to the mall today and was bored. there was a 4:10 showing of lost in translation and shows from 4-6 are only 4 dollars, so i bought a ticket. i thought it was appropriate seeing as i'm leaving for japan in 3 days. there was a slight issue of me only having 3 dollars and some change, and the guy at the counter would have let me in anyways, but some nice old man left 3 quarters on the counter for me as he walked by. thanks dude.
i feel like my theme this past school year has been my relationships with people falling apart. at some point it just becomes not worth it to fix and easier to just get a new one, much like microwaves or tvs. oh, hey, they become defunct. look at that. 3 points.
it's been exactly one month since i blogged last. since then, i have bought a computer, read a bunch of books, bought many video games (and barely played 1 or 2 of them), had a pretty good new year eve, and lost/found my passport.
stupid law school.
will _someone_ go with me to see love actually before i leave for japan? i don't care that it's a date movie. i just want to see it.