i must admit i am a fan
cable is fucking expensive. nevertheless, i do like my on demand. never mind that i pick quite a few movies that i actually own on dvd, which are better quality and widescreen. there's something about it being only a click away...
i just watched the first hour or so of in good company. i remember steiner being very excited about the movie, and myself being very excited about scarlett johanssen (is that right?), and then steiner expressing his sizeable disappointment with the film. i would have to agree with him on most points. it could have been so much more.
still, i had to stop because i think i connected with topher grace's character. what the fuck am i doing? how am i actually responsible for the education of _anyone_? how long will i be doing this? i don't want to do it forever, but i'm also terrified that someone will walk into my classroom one day and point out that whoever entrusted actual living growing minds to me must have been out of his. my chest finally got so tight from watching topher's character being so fucking aimless that i had to stop.
the title referred simply to the on demand service. i went off a little bit wondering what the holy hell i'm doing with my life.
